The members are very nice here! And
they love to talk! My companion always asks them how they met as a conversation
starter. Last night at our dinner appointment the couple talked for the whole
time we were there about how they met and how much they love each other.
It's a little different than Utah
though. There are a lot of members, but very few are active. That is what we
are working on right now, visiting all the less-active members in our ward. And
there are a lot. But everyone is very kind and genuine usually.
Want to hear something cool? the
elder sister ratio in my mission is crazy. There are 100 English speaking
elders and 102 English speaking sisters. How crazy is that? If you count the
Spanish elders it's not the same, but there are more English speaking sisters
than English speaking elders.
The members are also very excited to
go out on splits with us. Since we are opening a new area for sisters we don't
really have anyone to teach, so we knock a lot. We aren't supposed to take
members knocking with us. I wouldn't want to take members knocking. I'm a
missionary and I struggle with knocking doors. I'm trying to learn to love it
because we do it a lot. But we are going to take them to visit less-actives. So
that will be good.
We taught the lesson in Relief
Society yesterday. That was cool. They called us on Thursday to ask us. It was
awesome because we had hardly any time to plan so we had to wing it. We took up
40 minutes and could have gone longer. So many sisters were crying. The spirit
was so strong. There were times when I was talking and had no idea how I
knew to say what I was saying. I just opened my mouth and words came out.
The even cooler thing was that I wasn't nervous at all. Like if that would have
happened before I came out here I would have been so scared and nervous that it
was going to suck. But that didn't happen at all. And they asked us like three
days before. I was completely calm the whole time.
I know that we are not alone in this
work of bringing souls to Christ. There are so many people rooting for us on
both sides of the veil. They are there to pull us through the hard times and to
rejoice in the good times. When you feel all alone open your heart to
the Holy Ghost and I promise you, you will be filled with love, and
peace, and joy, and courage, and strength. There are so many people
rooting for you. They are there for you. We are promised in the scriptures that
there will be angels sent to bear us up. Don't you ever forget that. Because it
is so true. I have felt it more than ever out here. When it's dark
and I'm tired and my shoes are full of unidentifiable plants and we still have
another street of houses to knock- many of which won't answer the door,
but will stare at us through their window until we leave- and I ask
myself what am I doing. Why am I trying so hard when I know that no one wants
to listen because they already go to a church? It is in those moments of
self-doubt and feelings of giving up that I suddenly have the motivation and
energy to continue with a joyful heart. It is then that I feel the strength of
Jesus Christ and his angels pushing me up, and telling me to keep going. I know
that we are not alone. I know that nothing can stop this work from progressing.
I know that even though it is so hard, it is all worth it in the end. Never
give up on something you know is true. Fight for it and keep doing your best. I
testify that you will not be alone in your journey for righteousness.
I need to take a picture of the
sunset because they are so gorgeous every night. You know the really good, rare
ones in Utah? ya, times those by 7 and a half in beauty and have them every
night. That's Greenville, South Carolina. I'll try my best to get a good
picture this week.
Love y'all!
PS I'm starting to talk like I'm
from the South. I said yall three times last Saturday at the ward's halloween
party and didn't even mean to. I also leave the ends off words and have slight
drawl. It's embarrassing that it took such a short amount of time. :D